Abang Boy

These are my relatives.

Focus on the boy in the middle one.

INNOCENT

This is supposed to be the pram/stroller part which you put stuff.

You know baby stuff

Asal boleh je dia tidor

Appreciation to Zaatil!

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Incident of the day

1. A nick on right thumb from kitchen scrubbing.

2. 4 cm laceration on left leg medial to patella from the laundry bag.

3. An electric shock from the rice-cooker.

4. Recurrent back pain - lumbar region (I think I may prone getting Sciatica in the future)

5. Neck stiffness

6. Abdominal pain + Diarrhoea - Bristol Chart number 6

Black eyed peas

I have one heart,

It has been hurt twice,

If not me, myself to protect it,

No one will.

For being a selfish and ungrateful person,

That's the past has teach me,

For being easily in jealousy and at wits end,

That's truly myself,

For being talking and writing without rationalize it,

That's my weakness,

I'm deeply sorry!

P/s: if only you know how much I hurt, bit by bit, just because Facebook is part of mylife.

I have given you many hints. It seems you didn't understand or can't be bother anymore.
Do you remember how precious Facebook has been to you when we were first stumble upon?

End

It's HARD to get to know someone new

But

It's HARDER to maintain a relationship

as long as it can be

Too much HINDRANCE

This relationship in which both us

trying so hard

to make it progress day by day

When others try to destroy it

for so many times

bit by bit

You can just sit there

Nodding your head

saying that its out of your POWER!

Keep apologizing for that person mistakes

So, why bother to maintain?

Lets collide, and call it an END.

Maybe a sweet END by having the last dinner together

Pissed Off

Oh, SAKIT HATI

Dengan manusia yang

tidak angkat mobile phone.

Its mobile, not attached/fix to anything

Bermacam-macam alasan

Some of them typical justification

LIVER CIRRHOSIS

+

PEPTIC ULCER

Akhirnya, saya tidur dalam kelaparan.

A simple PISSED OFF!

MAC

Hari ini saya jalan-jalan

berjumpa sang matahari

RINDU

the bright and shiny plus

the warmth of the majestically sun

Saya jalan-jalan ke kedai Home Kitchen

Barang yang saya mahu tidak ada,

tapi ada KitchenAid Mixer

warna CHERRY RED

Saya terpesona!

Tapi x pelah,

bukan keperluan plus $500+

Saya teruskan jalan-jalan

Jumpa Miss Myer dan Mr David Jones

diorang buat Open House sempena mid-season katanya

Saya hanya menjenguk muka

Just to be courtesy

Saya tidak tahu mengapa

tiba-tiba saya di pukau oleh salegirl untuk

membeli yang ini..

Mungkin ingin kelihatan seperti gadis-gadis yang cantik manis di sana

Tapi saya tahu saya tak perlu

dan saya bukan religiously pun pakai make-up

Tiba-tiba saya teringat

peristiwa hampir setahun yang lampau

Mungkin kerana itu saya mahu jalan-jalan hari ini

Biar kaki ini penat

Biar badan ini penat

Biar otak ini penat

Saya malas nak berfikir

Kalo ianya berulang kembali,

apakan daya untuk di tahan

Biarkan saja ianya mengalir

Tetiba nak nyanyi lagu

Surata atau Kebetulan

dendangan Kenny, Remy & Martin

Oh, katil saya RUNTUH lagi..

Aiyoyoyo...

Kerusi Hitam

Pagi tadi

semasa menunggu kamu bangun tidor

saya menonton video perkahwinan kawan saya

ada satu kerusi berwarna HITAM

Saya rasa kamu akan suka

Selepas itu,

kamu kirimkam SMS Good Morning

Dan

Saya rasa,

tak perlu kongsi video itu

Sebab

Belum tiba masanya lagi.

Selamat berCHATTING kawan-kawan!

Jatuh

Lately, i just realised that I do frequently falling over

Totally NOT falling in LOVE

in which I have already fall in love with Ramualdo

On the stairway in the house

Elevator at the train station

Nevertheless, in the bus.

First, i blamed my shoes.

But im used to wear the same OLD shoes

or maybe my eyesight!

Oh entahlah..

im not in the high risk of osteoporosis/osteopenis group

anyway

Jangan sign MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS sudahlah!

When the WORLD is

just around

HER

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.

So, why bother anymore?

World Cup Fever

[Truly miss you]

Memory lane of Ikan Paus & Anak Singa

Lonely swan in a silver lake, you are drifting alone,

Oh you know how a heart can break, when love has flown.

Silver swan by the shore, lift you wings up and fly,

don't you wait for me evermore, don't let life pass you by.

You belong to the sun, You belong to the sky,

You have more than one song to sing for your life.

You are destined for higher ground, not to linger with me,

to the earth I am ever bound, eternally

[Though a lover can be ever lost, love cannot be]

To let go now, it hurts, there is weight upon its wings.
With the left strength and courage that I still kept alive,
I need to say goodbye.
Places that I've never seen or experienced with you,
Now I shall, I'll sail with you upon ships across the seas,

seas that exist no more.

Thank you for the Mondays, Saturdays and Sundays,
Everyday, the whole year through.
Thank you for the fun days,
All those number-one days,
Battles-to-be-won days, too.
I just want to say it,

Thank you for each day with you.
May there always be angels to watch over you, to guide you each step of the way,
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm.
I will sing you to sleep , I will sing you a lullaby,
And I will just sit here for a while .

Hak

Tidak perlu mengambil

HAK

orang lain

Jika sudah pasti bukan milikmu

p/s: My carpal tunnel syndrome makin menjadi-jadi. Mata mudah menangis.

Pretty Pink

Saya sudah mempunyai set asas Pretty Pink dari Corelle

dan sekarang saya mahu menambahkan Tea Set, caserolle, etc etc...

tetapi pada masa yang sama, saya mahu memiliki set yang baru.

New, fresh, contemporary design

Sebab saya tahu, saya seseorang yang cepat bosan

Inilah NAFSU DUNIA saya

Selamat Menjamu Selera!

Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam

SURAT PANGGILAN TEMU DUGA

1. Anda dijemput menghadiri temu duga bagi jawatan yang tersebut di bawah pada tarikh, masa dan tempat temu duga seperti berikut:

(a) Kod Skim, Jawatan dan Gred : PEGAWAI PERUBATAN GRED UD41

(b) Kementerian / Jabatan : KEMENTERIAN KESIHATAN MALAYSIA

(c) Tarikh : 2.07.2010

(d) Masa Pendaftaran : 8.00 PAGI

(e) Tempat : SOFITEL HOTEL, MELBOURNE

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Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
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Red from KitchenAid

No matter how hard you want to paint the house with BLACK in colour, I will still invest THE MONEY with all these lovely duvy REDDY my apple pies eye candies....

Go ahead with your BLACK living room,BLACK kitchen, BLACK master bedroom, BLACK car,BLACKbedsheets, BLACK wife, BLACK FCUK T-shirts and you will be BLACK-listed all by myself..

Muahahahaha...Rasa kejam seketika

Me, so want these! Duhhhh.....

Kaka

Last night, Memoh quizzes me my World Cup knowledge especially regarding KAKA. He asked me which position that Kaka plays in Brazil team. Ehem... As, its definitely not goalkeeper, I just only left with 3 answers (forwards, defender, midfielder)

Oh well, Without Doubt and full of confidence my answer was.."He is a striker!" (Masa ni budget betul and bleh la harap dapat hadiah chocolate). I didnt know, but it seems that in my imagination he is a striker because he got the most of spotslight.

(Nampak sangat weak yang amat my clinical reasoning. Kalo jawab depan consultant ni SAH kena gelak ngan registrar!)

Logicly, the person who scored a goal, their name will be remembered. Same like in a music band, I will asked who is the singer rather that who play the drum, base and back up singer)..

He play as a midfielder daaaaaa..........

Adei2...

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Dont you feel that he's a drop dead gorgeous gentleman on this planet?

BUT

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He is MARRIED!

Im in jealous with you Caroline!!!

(What a blessed...nice warm and cosy family)

Don't worries all gorgeous and pretty people on this planet!

There is someone somewhere over the rainbow that is made for you!!

p/s: To my dear RAFA, I knew that this World Cup is overshadowing your Wimbledon,

but all my support will always be with you.

Remember that,

I will always be your shiny knight in armour!

...Jangan SKIP Lunch....

Since when I'm a studying MOM....OMGucci!!!

I was just strolling along the beach of BLOG... This is one of the blog that i read casually..maybe once a month.. Then I just realised, the owner put my blog link under this category...

Muahahahah....

Di manakah SURAT NIKAH ku?

Memoir of Ikan Paus

I want a HOUSE that I can call HOME

HOMEMADE HOUSE

Ingredients: Tender, Loving & Care

Methods: Still under Research & development

Bawalah hati kita kembali ke asalnya. Asalnya yang sentiasa `dekat’ dengan Allah

BAITI JANNATI

P/S: Sudah dua kali saya tersungkur jatuh.

FB Become annoying when...

1. Shout-out kawan-kawan yang berunsurkan skim cepat kaya. Tag nama untuk kemudahan business. Lagi benci shout-out berunsur 'subtle' 18SX

2. Masih ada lagi manusia yang bermain dengan aplikasi yang berunsurkan "menilik nasib".

3. Kanak-kanak bawah usia join FB semata-mata untuk bermain game. Kemudian terlibat dengan perang mulut. Ejek-mengejek sesama kawan sekelas, menggunakan kata-kata yang saya tidak selesa serta sudah pandai main cinta denagn classmate sendiri.

4.Gambar perempuan menjelirkan lidah. Selain itu, sekejap pakai tudung, sekejap lagi buka tudung.

5. Gambar pre-wedding yang seperti telah HALAL untuk berpegangan tangan etc..

6. Gambar pasangan sudah berkahwin yang over PDA manakala pasangan yang belum berkahwin beraksi seperti ke arah mukadimah Zina.

7. Lelaki berhidung ZEBRA

8. Overused SHORT FORM!!!

9. Tidak berbangga menggunakan nama sendiri.

Tamak!

Hari ini boleh la pulak TAMAK

Pakai 2 wristwatches ke hospital

Masa handover baru perasaun!

Adei!

I got a casual watch..just a simple one

that i wear during hang out

usually during the weekend

The other one,

for SCHOOL since

Saya memerlukan jam yg menunjukkan

TARIKH

dan juga

JARUM SAAT..

untuk buat MMSE dan amik PULSE...

I do wear wrist watch almost 24/7

since I dont have good visual acuity

Seriously, my vision is CRAP...

So, nak cover malu..The formal one..

stay on my lefy hand...

the casual one...buat ala-ala pakai BRACELET!

voila!

Erm...kena kumpul duit buat laser treatment ni...

Mana satu perlu di prioritizekan?

1. Microdemabrasion

2. Liposuction

3. Wear braces

4. Laser for the eye!

Piala Thomas

Baitul Muslim

*Copy Paste from ex-housemate

Baitul Muslim. Rumah tangga muslim.

Yang terbina dengan “mithaqan ghaliza”, perjanjian yang teguh antara seorang Muslim lelaki dan seorang Muslim wanita yang disatukan atas dasar tauhid, dan perjuangan menegakkan syiar Islam. Dari sepasang suami isteri yang berpegang teguh dengan prinsip Islam, akan melahirkan generasi yang memahami Islam sejak dari dalam perut ibunya. Dan dari keluarga Islam, maka akan wujudlah masyarakat Islam.

Adakah ini sekadar teori? Sejauh manakah formula ini diyakini?

Dari sel-sel yang sihat, akan terbentuk tisu yang berfungsi dengan baik, yang kemudiannya membina sistem tubuh badan yang sempurna. Bukankah penyakit barah yang kita lihat sangat dahsyat kesannya kepada kehidupan seseorang, adalah berpunca dari sel-sel yang telah musnah?

Suatu perkara besar, sering bermula dengan asas yang paling kecil, namun paling penting. Dan keluarga adalah kubu yang paling ampuh dalam pembinaan umat yang hebat.

Bukankah pengakhiran yang baik, bermula dengan langkah mula yang baik?

Untuk melahirkan Imam Syafiie, perkara pertama yang dilakukan oleh ayahnya adalah mencari isteri yang terbaik untuk menjadi ibu kepada anak yang bakal lahir.

Ramai yang resah gelisah akan dikahwinkan dengan orang yang tidak dicintainya, seolah-olah cinta adalah tiket untuk kebahagiaan rumah tangga.

Berkahwin dengan orang kita cintai… atau mencintai orang yang kita kahwini?

Ramai yang meragui pasangan yang memilih untuk mencari pasangan dengan jalan yang paling syari’e, menggunakan orang tengah dalam urusan pebincangan demi mengelak fitnah, kerana bimbang pada ketidak sesuaian dan ketidak hadiran cinta yang akan mewarnai rumah tangga.

Tidak yakinkah kita kepada jodoh? Sekiranya tiada jodoh, walau apa jua jalan, baik yang memilih sendiri, mahupun yang dipasangkan, pasti tidak akan berakhir dengan lafaz akad.

Semua orang boleh menerima kelebihan, namun tidak semua boleh menerima kelemahan, dan berkahwin, adalah proses belajar menerima kelemahan pasangan. Mungkin dia tidak sempurna, namun dia adalah yang terbaik untuk kita.

Alhamdulillah, semakin aku mengenalinya, semakin aku mengenalNya. Maha Kuasa lagi Maha Mengetahui yang terbaik untuk kita. Terima kasih Allah, kerana menemukanku dengan seorang insan yang dalam dirinya, aku sering mendapat peringatan.

Genap sepuluh bulan hidup bersama. Semoga semakin teguh iltizam kita. Baitul Muslim, yang menjadi rumah api kepada masyarakat di sekelilingnya. Masih jauh kita dari destinasi ini, namun kita akan terus belajar, sedia dinasihati, rela ditegur, dan sudi dibimbing, agar Baitul Muslim ini adalah sebenar-benar Baitul Dakwah Qudwah.

Dedikasi untuk yang dicintai….

Juga untuk mereka yang meyakini formula ini, semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan baik yang masih di tangga pertama, mahupun yang sedang dalam proses menuju ke tangga kedua dan yang kini sedang menjalani cabaran di tangga kedua dengan penuh kesabaran.

p/s: Memoh will be going back soon. Minus 1 orang untuk dibuli dan untuk bergaduh!.

Gemuk!

I feel like

I'm like a tong drum

GEMUK!

Aaarrghhh tension!

p/s: sedap memoh goreng mee hoon goreng indo style

Cikgu Noraini Samin

Dear Cikgu Noraini Samin,

Words cannot express how sorry we are to hear of your loss.
In your time of need, we hope you know we will always be there for you. May there be comfort in knowing that someone so special will never be forgotten.

I pray that Allah will protect and guide you along the way.

I love you Cikgu!

Fireproof

I watched a movie entitled FIREPROOF..

LOVE IT

Caleb, a heroic fireman who rescues others but can't save his own marriage.

Caleb's father challenges him to take The Love Dare,

a 40-day journal which teaches Caleb about

loving unconditionally.

Here are a few quotes that you may give a thought about it as well

Never ever leave your partner-especially in a FIRE.

When most people promise 'for better or for worse', they only mean for the better

Fireproof doesn't mean that a fire will never come, but that

when it comes you will be able to withstand with it.

You can’t just follow your heart. Your heart can be deceived. You have to lead your heart.”

How am I supposed to show love for somebody who over and over and over constantly rejects me?

(Caleb asked his dad)

then, camera turned to his dad, berbelakangkan Salib, dan berkata

That's a good question!

Indeed! (saya tambah sendiri!)

p/s: tetiba plak nama Caleb lain berada dlm ingatan

iPhone

I have to call Memoh

asking how to transfer movie

from

iPhone

to PC...

oh, Come on Apple, why you make myself hard!

Adamaya

My FB status of the day:

Saya duda, awak pula bujang. Awak kawan baik Maya. Saya pula kawan baik Adam.

Saya suka dengan awak. Awak nak kahwin dengan saya x?

[Ha ha ha..at least Sharom BOTOX buat ku gelak-gelak..setelah tension tengok DANI yang bengong!...]

After several minutes,

someone wrote this on his/her status

Sukarnya mahu melafazkan Amsaina wa Amsal Mulku Lillaah... di celah-celah Adamaya! Kaget melihat ratusan update status Facebook berbicara tentangnya. Benarlah firman Allah... WAL 'ASR, INNAL INSAANA LAFEE KHUSR!

Renung-renungkan...Selamat Beramal

GIVE UP

Ok lah..

Ya..saya mahu

GIVE UP

Apa-apa pun

kehidupan harus diteruskan

Harus Bertahan

Dedulu

Life as a senior high-school student can be stressful

A continoum wavelength of effort and determination needed to get into prestigious college and university.

Dedicated teachers TEACH us and we LEARN and apply it on the exam paper..

Easy pitsy!

In REAL LIFE,

We may sit, stand, walk and running even not realising each second is a test.

Until we FAIL, then we contemplate for each and single step that we have taken.

(Only me)

If not, me and myself, will continue the joyful .

Somersault, back-flip, giggling, bating eyelashes, blushing, flirting, laughing and so on...

ha ha ha

In a matter where FUTURE seems be so uncertainty,

when the PAST haunting my unmapped journey,

I become terrified, anxious and afraid.

But I still try to continue walking

Because I knew,

I don't want to fall again and again in the same HOLE

Losing my self-esteem, proud and dignity

and INSECURTY keep on rushing into my mind

Now,

I try to keep telling myself

"Harus Bertahan, harus bertahan dan harus bertahan"

Im not your mind-reader, kamu harus memberitahu saya

This is a PEAK-HOUR

If I past my milestone, and still NO RESPONSE

I should tell myself...

" Keep on walking, keep on running"

Life has to go on

No matter what.

1 BULAN LAGI

Saya harus membuat decision!

Do not think that this world is ever perfect for anyone. There is no one on the face of the earth who gets all that he wants or is free from all kinds of distress.

FB deactivation

Main Role

1. Me

2. N

Watak Konda -Kondi

1. B - Sidekick 1

2. C - Sidekick 2

3. D- N's love fantasy

4. E - my childhood friend

Background History:

N presented with acute on chronic un-reciprocal love-relationship with D. She already gone through the 5-stages of Bereavement multiple times but all attempts ends up to relapse stage.

Precipitant:

For the xxth time D told N that they will never end up together.

PMHx: nil. Not on any Rx from healthcare proffessional.

Meds: nil regular + NKDA

Social Hx: nil smoking+ETOH+drugs. IADL

HOPC:

Stage 1:-

For the latest 5 stages of bereavement, N was very active update her feeling via FB & Twitter. The content was all around the relationship and childish feeling with helpless and hopeless theme.The Twitter was more severe than FB.

I have a chat with D telling him that I almost give up to support her after I noticed that she didn't take any advice. (Masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri!)

D told me to hang on there and make N realize that

Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum, sebelum kaum itu berjuang keras untuk mengubah nasibnya sendiri” (Surah ar-Raad :11)

Since my 9-weeks psychiatric rotation haven't prepared me so-well to face the real word, I decide to Block N TEMPORARILY in Twitter. I just need space to breath in and breath out. After a long hour of working in hospital, reading a melancholic twit doesn't rejuvenate my soul after all. Imagine, if this become a routine?

Stage 2:-

N realised that I blocked her in Twitter. N make a report to E. N did send me an e-mail through FB. I explained to N that its not her fault. IT'S JUST ME! I need time and space for keeping me ventilate.

After a short-while, as E was concern about the situation, E and me have a chat. It ends up that E also have the same opinion as me. Since E and me knew N pretty well than others, E decide to have a word with N. This in intention to protect N. Both of us afraid that otherS will also getting annoyed with N actions.

Result: N decide to deactivate her FB's account and make her blog private. [ I respect her decision]

Stage 3:-

A few of N's sidekicks realised that N haven't been on FB and notice that she closed her FB account.

I assume B was kind and asked N. B came out with a shout out some sort of this on B's status

" Bukankan status FB adalah apa yang ada dalam fikiran kita. Kalo rasa annoyed x yahlah baca..yadda yadda"

p/s: x sempat copy sonce B delete the post!

Being a naive, I commented on the status without realising that it was intended for me!

I have this principle, FB is like a public place, so you just update your status once or twice a day. If you think you like to update every 10 minutes such as

Morning peep!

After 10 minutes

Nak mandi la...

After 10 minutes

Ni kalo pekena nasi lemak untuk breakfast best ni. What say u?

so on and so on...

Better buat kt Twitter la...its people decide to follow whats on your mind after all...

To make this story more dramaic...D also commented on the status.

adalah hak anda untuk menyatakan pendirian anda,juga adalah hak orang lain untuk menyatakan pendirian mereka. kesemua pihak perlu di ambil kira bila perkara umum adalah perkaranya.

bila satu ruang di kongsi bersama (maknanya ramai pihak guna), anda tidak lah boleh buat ikut suka..nnti ada pihak akan terasa. atau pesanan ringkas saya,tinggalah di dalam gua..di situ tiada sesiapa pun nk kata..

maka di sini lah letaknya peranan aqal saudari saudara.bukan hanya peranan rasa semata mata..fikir sebelum berkata kata..maka tak salah la ungkapan mereka yng lama lama..terlajak perahu boleh di undur,terlajak kata buruk padahnya..berapa ramai makhluk manusia ke neraka, bukan kerana murtad atau apa,tp hanya kerana ingin cakap apa mereka rasa..jk tersa akan kata2 saya,ubah la seadanya..sekian ceramah dr saya..jk ada masa,silalah ikuti lg di lain ketika..heheh..peace no war!!! =p"

E started to get annoyed bila sidekick lelebih dari empunya badan. I opt untuk diam je after that even my liver start to get cirrhosis...

Stage 4:

Next, C plak buat this shout out on the day I want to say Hello to N!

boleh xaku nak mrh for those yg kononnye mgelar kononnye mgelar diri sorg 'kawan' pastu xde pun ble kwn memerlukan?isaid this on behalf of my sis.she never asked tp aku xbleh tima sbb aku sbgai adik pun xwat mcmtu.dia da delete akaun fb.puas hati?????????????????

Reading this shout, I can have STROKE in the liver. A lot of PENUMBRA area ok!

Myself:

I'm sinking down..almost DROWNING! Worst than the incidence of my broke-up.

When the least unexpected persons draw a conclusion that I'm a bad person as a friend..and shout it loudly via FB....its like a DEATH SENTENCE!

They didn't know the whole story from both side , just pop-up out of nowhere and decide to become MARTYR out of blue.

I opt to remain SILENCE to the utmost as far as I could.

Since my emotional override my rational, I opt to deactivate my FB. This to avoid thus prevent myself becoming a monster of all kind of BITCH.

Does this people realised that I do make an INTERNATIONAL CALL at 4.00 am (MORNING) when N had a crisis? Which i'm supposed to sleep to be able to do 7.00 am WARD ROUND!!!

Does this people knew that I keep my friends in my du'a after prayer?

I got a paragraph dedicated for my friends...

those who will sit for an exam

those yg mencari job

those yg mencari jodoh

those yg getting pregnant

those yg x lama lagi akan melahirkan baby

yadda yadda

I pray that Allah will ease everything!

Nevertheless, they are a just a sample of population..a small proportion I perhaps! So, this is just insignificant result.

And here, I still believe that there are gazillions of gorgeous and beautiful peoples on this earth...

Holla holla handsome and pretty people!

Keep on moving babe...

p/s: Thank you to www.tableeight.com.au that make me SANE eventhough for a while...