Complaints

sweet complaints

Detective Conan

A phone call
from a detective Conan
NERVOUS
+
Contemplating
of a new beginning
of a new journey


is this what i really want?
is this is the best for me?

Dua

How i wish that i have not been given any choices
How i wish that i knew it
But my sixth sense doesn't allow me

VIA

Arrghhh
Tensenye ngan VIA ni..
semua benda jadi x tenang
solat pun x tenang
buat yg basic jer
bila solat pun fikiran bleh pikir lain..
nampak sangat hati dah jauh dari Tuhan
apelah hamba Tuhan sorang ni
makan pun ntah pape..
dah malas nak masak
rindu makanan mak
tido pun dah x lena..
mimpi yang bukan2..
banyak perasaan yang dipendam
ya saya tahu saya cepat terasa hati
so semua benda
masuk jadi mimpi ngeri..
x tahu nak baca ape..baca buku EMQ
teringat anatomy x baca lagi
baca anatyomy ingat physiology x baca
pastu buat clinical test
physiology plak x baca..
pharmacology
psychiatry!!!
craig hassed
murtagh
ken jones!
arghhhhhh
charger handphone plak rosak!

OSCE : Apa yang masih ku ingat

1. Station 14 - Newborn examination.
Im pretty competent doing this examination because i practice this almost everyday in the nursery. But, DANG,Forgot to wash hand !

2. Station 15
Sterilization. She want to do tubal ligation...seriously i need to improve my communication skills..

3. Station 16 - Reading

3. Station 1 - Asthma Planning chart
I'm expecting emergency asthma. Not explaining to the parents how to use the ventolin...oh how i had to explain stuff to parents!

4. station 2 - Burn
Hahaha..never study emergency treatment for burn with all the chart and pictures..so mmg totally goreng

5. Station 3 - Breastfeeding
Huh..paling x suka punya station..apa barang doktor kena terang pasal breastfeeding. Ni semua kerja Lactation Consultant! Ni smeua kerja Australia Breatfeeding Association la ni..duk promote breastfeeding smapai restaurant pun kena breastfeeding friendly..tapi x yah aa masuk dlm OSCE

6. Station 4 - Reading kot

7. Station 5 - Undescended testes
Yes, akhirnya kuar gak surgical peads..taking history, investigation and explain manegemnet to parents lagai. i thought this surgical peadiatric would be hernia, pyloric stenosis or malrotation with valvulus or Hirchprung disease..Aku nampak examiner tuh kasi aku CLEAR PASS..Alhamdulillah

6. Station 6 - Meningitis
Explain to parents managemnet or meningitis. Hampeh..x ingat aku jawab viral or bacteria meningitis..sbb dah gugup..

7. Station 7 - Development Delay
I just simply hate Denver chat. Dahle bagi situation panjang dlm paragraphy ape yg budak tuh bleh buat in term of Personal development, Fine Motor Development, Gross motor development and speech and language. Pastu during neuro exam..ada ytg x betul..ish..nak bakor je kertas tuh..
Yg aku ingat aku letak je differential diagnosis aku Austism spectrum disorder, Hearing Problem, Behavioral Problem yadda yadda


8. Station 8 - Reading

9. Station 9 - Sexual transmitted disease
I got Chlamydia. Forgot to inform that im responsibble to report the infectious department and treat the partner.. Habislah mamat tuh ada infertility problem in the future!

10. Station 10 - Termination of pregnancy
Seperty biasa taking history, investigation and managemnet

11. Station 11 -

12. Station 12 - Reading


13 Station 13 -PCOS
Dang! Ingtakan kena explain management PCOS kat makcik tuh..punyalah rush...habis masa aku..menyesal x amik history betul and investigation..Examiner tuh kata investigation aku x lengkap..dpt 5/7

My Only Wish

All your armies, all your fighters
All your tanks, and all your soldiers
Against a boy holding a stone
Standing there all alone


In his eyes I see the sun
In his smile I see the moon
And I wonder, I only wonder
Who is weak, and who is strong?
Who is right, and who is wrong?
And I wish, I only wish
That the truth has a tongue

Giggle..giggle..

Hola hola my pretty and fabulous peoples on the earth


Yes,
I'm already on-board in MAS
I will definitely miss you gorgeous!!!



Pray for my safety
and also
wish me
that i will keep myself restrain + away from this culprit
MAS Temptations In-flight Shopping

BTW, I'm enjoying this book.

I'm loving it!!!


To Mi mi mot
Raya nanti, kamu pilih tudung yg match, pakai lipgloss, tidor jangan lewat ye
bila solat raya jgn la escape
janganlah pakai baju spiderman pergi solat ye..
i will definitely miss you darl..
send my regards to
JOn jon, Qemala, Mek Sarah, Fauziha, Yati

Health Economics : Paying for Pharmaceuticals

1. Regulation in some countries including Australia also includes ensuring access to medications irrespective of income. The Malaysian pharmaceutical market reflects more closely the free market model, where competition between providers is the cost control mechanism.

2. Australia‟s National Medicine policy (NMP) has four main objectives..

2.1timely access to medicines that Australians need, at an affordable cost to individuals and the community;
2.2. medicines meeting appropriate standards of quality, safety and efficacy;
2.3. quality use of medicines; and
2.4. maintaining a responsible an viable medicines industry

In Malaysia the National Pharmaceutical control Bureau has as one of its objectives the quality and safety (via a legislative framework) of pharmaceutical products to improve the health of the population

3. Many governments go further, however by reimbursing consumers for at least part of the cost of prescription drugs, on the grounds that access to life enhancing medicine should not be related to ability to pay. The Australian government achieves this objective through the Pharmaceutical Benefits Scheme (PBS). The Malaysian government however does not regulate prices (Barbar et al, 2007)

4. Australia has a two tier system of drug regulation:

4.1. The first tier is the approval of a prescription drug for marketing by the Therapeutic Goods Administration (TGA) and the Australian Drug Evaluation Committee (ADEC).
4.2. The second tier is consideration for reimbursement under the Pharmaceutical Benefit Scheme (PBS).


5.The PBS accounts for approximately 90% of prescription expenditure and the Australian government has been able to negotiate prices for prescription drugs under the PBS at prices that are 50-70% of the world price.

6.The effect of patents on prices

When new drugs are listed on the PBS the company applies for a patent, hence drugs are listed at a price premium. The patent period enables the company to cover its costs of research and development and consequently provides an incentive for companies to participate in research and development. Once the patent period has expired then the price subsidy is reduced to that of the generic equivalent. If patients want to continue with the original drug then they pay the difference between the generic price subsidy and the premium price. To assist consumers, the government has recently enabled pharmacists to offer a generic equivalent, irrespective of whether the trade name appears on the script


7. Malaysia – Prices

Medicines vary in price across the country. International Comparative studies on prices of essential medicines have found that pharmaceuticals sold by the private sector in Malaysia can be higher than international reference price standards. The study found that prices were relatively more expensive in Malaysia than other similar countries, raising questions of affordability of pharmaceuticals (Hill 2007). A number of potential supply-chain mark-ups were identified. Further, medicines both dispensed and prescribed by doctors can result in high mark-ups being charged (Hill 2007). Medicines sold in the private sector also varied across the country and were found to be higher than the international reference price



References
Babar, ZUD, MIM Ibrahim, H. Singh, NI Bukahri, A. Creese (2007). Evaluating Drug Prices, Availability, Affordability, and Price Components: Implications for Access to Drugs in Malaysia‟ PLOS Medicine 4(3): 466-475

Hill, S (2007). Medicines Prices and Malaysia – Untangling the Medicines Web‟, PLOS Medicine, 4(3):411-412

Salkeld et al (1998). Pharmaceuticals‟ in Economics and Australian Health Policy, Sydney: Allen & Unwin, p.115.

Airport

poning2..
nak catch up bus awal and sampai awal di airport
then duduk tanda ada tujuan
atau bertolak lambat
tapi kena
fingers-crossed

Bus - train station - $2.00/if naik cab - $15.00
Traralgon -Southern Cross -$15.00
Southern Cross - Airport - $16.00

Syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu

Oh Cik Puan Muda Bondaku,
kalo awak baca entry ni,
ye, saya dah belikan dah your wishes

dan ini perfume awak,
kita pakai perfume kat badan
tapi awak sembur kat bantal and duvet awak..
iyolah bonda

ok,
jangan lupa
nasi lemak
sambal sotong
dan
cucur udang
saya

Muahkss..

Crocs

This entry is specially dedicated to Mr. Qim
dengan ucapan..
x sabor2 nak tengok.
Yes, your Crocs looks great too

Puas dah?
Nak duit raya ye nanti...

A night that is better than a thousand months

Allahumma innaka 'afu'wwun tuhibbul 'afwa fa'fu 'annee


O Allah!
You are most forgiving
and
you love to forgive,
so forgive me


Ya Allah,
sesungguhnya dikaulah maha pengampun ,
dan amat suka memberi ampun,
maka berikanlah daku keampunan

x payah beli la plak..

Telefon mak tadi
Mak kata
x payah la plak beli spirulina..
ish ish ish mak aku nih
kita dah beli dh semua ubat2 dia
adei2....



Mak kata beli je cokelat yg sedap ni..
yg ayang slalu bawak balik....

perghh..
kalo tahu x yah beli ..
dh lama dh grab benda ni..
mmg dah lama dah dig in..
harituh plak ada SALE...



Ohhh my my my darling gorgoues


x pe lepas ni nak tolong cik jaem cari perfume dia..
kena hunting ni plak...
minta-mintak la berkesempatan


lepas ni jaem jadi lagi hot lah...

Liver Cirrhosis

Perghhhh..

First time in my life

A person didnt appreciate my gift

PERFUME

Original hokey!!!

First time...First time..

memang nak kasi essential hypertension & intracranial haemorhage..

hampir nak dpt haemorhagic stroke

before this peoples would appreciate it

eventhough i didnt know what type of fragrance a person used before

i prefer to buy perfume as the gift

perfume will suit for everyone..i guesss

whether you are XX or XY

but this person...urrggghhhhhh

OMG

dah la x said thanks pun..

bukannya harap sangat

but its COURTESY people..

COURTESY

I put soo much effort to get it

Even you didnt like it

saying thanks + smile pun dah enough..

hang amik perfume tuh buat perhiasan dlm almari pun dh okey

ggrrrrrr

-ENOUGH SAID-

Goodbye Leica

I HAVE to say

GOODBYE

i have to say good bye to all thess people

One day,

one of you will be one of my BFF

One day, one day,

im still dig in for you guys...

dah lama dah im stalking you guys...

ooOOOOOHHHhhhh Tidak!!!

adios amigos

oh tidak..i will miss you

Warragul -Traralgon

Saya tgh berkecil hati/liver cirrhosis dgn seseorang. Maybe dia tidak mengetahuinya. Patutkah saya bagitahu kepada tuan empunya diri itu?
Patut, x, patut, x,Patut, x, patut, x,Patut, x, patut, x,Patut, x, patut, x,


X pelah, saya nak just letak at the back of my mind. When i feel that i emotinally stable, i will try to reminisce.

Nak hiburkan hati.
After surgical tute in Warragul, Tshenolo and I were suppose to get back to Traralgon. But Dr Tam said we can use the car to do our grocery shopping.
Yeahhhh...
we are such a pampered + spoiled student
So, Morewell is our destination.

Since Tshenolo has MEDBall to attend, she need a few stuff to look glamorous.
She need MAC make up, something for the hair, Digi-Cam.
Duh, whats on eath MAC want to invest money to open an outlet in here. If it has, i will consider it as an insane investment from MAC

1. At the Priceline, testing Loreal Infallable Lipstick

Tshenolo : Which colour do you reckon good on me? she applied two colour on her lip sambil membuat aksi
Me : I like this one. Hey, lets try this red one.
Tshenolo : Ermmm..ok [sambil apply]
Me : I like it
Tshenolo: I never like red.
Me : Why?
Tshenolo : Because im not Scarlet Johanson
Me: Duh ..giggle, giggle, giggle

2. Perfume

Me: hey try this, i like this fragrance
Tshenolo : Yeah i like it, You try this.
Me: Oo0o0 this one give you calmness, its a bit like this, yadda yadda yadda......try this...o0o0 have you smeel it before...try this...i have this one...try this...i like this one....
.....
Its end up we try millions of fragrance and apply it on our hand & body until no space nak apply[tipu badaklah kan ]

Tshenolo : I think we should forget about Medicine
Me: Why?
Tshenolo : Because we can become perfume analyzer and we are good at it.
Me :Ha ha ha... Giggle giggle, giggle

3. Heading off to Traralgon
4. At Harvey Norman
Me: We better call them, its almost 5pm
Tshenolo: [Dialled #], you do the talking part, i have to sort out my camera
Me: Nah...you do
Tshenolo : Julie, we are on our way back to uni, maybe around 15 minutes we will arrive.
Me: Ha ha ha ha


Today : Fesyen Consultant + Driver ..duh...
Obviously, we are attracting attention of the public.
African girl + Malaysian Girl.

Do we care? Nah...

BEST -Kathmandu & Nike -

Oooh abg Rafa,
saya akan mencari kamu
sekembali saya ke Malaysia
harap-haraplah berkesempatan ke MPH @ Kino
Nanti bolehlah kita berdating-datingan ye..




Hand in hand
-Kathmandu & Nike -

Takutnye...

Saya sungguh takut...rotation paediatrics x lama lagi..tapi banyaknya lagi saya x habis baca..ni gara2 winter lah..cepat ngantuk...

1. Accident Prevention - Poisoning + non accidental injury
2.Developmental issues
3. Dermatology -Rahes
4.Immigrant health - apekah la punya tajuk ni!!! Sape immigrant kat Msia? angkat tangan skit.
5.Immunology - immunisation
6.Surgery - scrotal lumps, acute scrotum, inguinal hernia...

arrrgghhhhhhhhh
Hari ni berusaha utk habiskan NEONATES..Kemon Aishah..You can do it!!!
- Jaundice
- growth & feeding
- neonatal intervention + screening
- prematurity
- respiratory distress


Esok pepagi kena drive ke Warragul. Tshneolo jgnlah ko bangun lambat esok ye. Ko best la..saya drive ko duk sebelah makan breakfast.
- Tute ngan Cathy
- Index Case - BENCI!!!
- Paeads surgery



o0o0ohb para-para budak kecill..kamu semua mmg chomel..tapi x yahlah sakit..kan senang..x yah kitaorg kena blajor peads...

My Sister's Keeper

OOOhhhhh saya mahu amat menonton filem ini...
Mahu sangat2...





Saya sudah baca novel dia..
sungguh touching
menangis teresak-esak...
saya mahu tengokkkk....

Bazaar ramadhan

oh...saya tidaklah jealous apabila org memperkatakan tentang bazaar ramadhan..
mak hanya ke bazaar ramadhan utk beli roti john mak + air soya saya..itu sahaja..
kalo teringin nak makan kueh, maka akan buat.
Main dish pun ikut turn sape punye teringin..tapi basicly..the whole ramadhan we mainly eat mee/mee hoon...

Bila dh duduk jauh2, saya dh biasa dh makan simple2...

Nasi - duh obviously lah..pastikan beras jasmine/ siam wangi..
Ayam - masak jelah pape...janji utk 3-4 hari nyer makan..janji drumstick...
Kurma - o0o0 dulu2 suka nyorokkan kurma bawah meja sbb x suka nak makan...skrang ni dah besar..kena lah latih diri ikut sunnah..ahh terlebih sudah..
Sayur - senang+ mudah- makan yg x yah masak je - 1/2 red broccolli + 1 carrot + 1/2 avocado

saya rasa cukup kot utk saya membesar sebagai juara...

Harap2...lah..kan..

Fuhhhhhhhh...DONE!!!
Dah beli dah ape yg patut utk mak and abah bila nak balik nanti...
kalo x..asik la berlegar-legar dlm kepala...

X sabor rasanya nak balik...insyaallah a GOOD/BEST friend of mine will pick me up at KLIA...
First time nih mak kasi..
tapi abah mcm ragu2 je...still lagi cakap.."x ep abah boleh datang amik"


haiissshhh mintak2 la everything lancar...AMEEN!!!

Semoga dihadapan akan lebih baik. With more love and forgiveness...

you know you love me,
XOXO

LazarovMorolto

p/s : dah lama x update pasal MAFIA...nanti2 lah..bulam pose ni...

STALKER

Ermmm...until this moment, dah brape byk org yg korang dah pernah STALK?

For me, adalah a few...tipulah kalo cakap x pernah kan...ni stalk yg guna google la...x main aa stalk mcm PI...
hikhikhik...giggle...giggle..giggle...


Anyway, here is the list
1. obviously la my RAFA, duh...
2. Caleb Fisher, ha ha ha my CBT tutor,
Result : hampeh tul, byk sangat org sama name kat google dan FB,
yg akhirnye saya mengaku kalah.
3. GZ : ha ha ha...gambo kecik ya amat dlm google...AIMI..SILA SENYAP YE!!!
4. Ben : blum stalk lagi, baru ada niat. pastu dibatalkan
5. Al - kanderi..


Google dia masa zaman 1st yr meddies, sempena ramadhan ni, boleh la korang nak usha2 dia ni..best suara dia, boleh buat org rindu...tapi google punya google , it turns out dia pun dh kahwin..adei2...2 org anak..comel je..dia bawa anak2 dia jalan..masuk masjid,..pastu dia riba anak girl dia and dia start recite Quran...COMEL sungguh...


Kan best kan, tarawikh berimamkan org yg Allah kurniakan sura yg hebat. Insyaalah rasa terhibur je bila nak solat. For me, Kalo solat sorang2, beribu-ribu lemon si syaiton ngokngek dtg mengacau..No wonder la, Bilal bin Rabah pernah cakap, solat tuh adalah hiburan baginya....
Ahhhh rindunya . Rasa mcm nak pergi je Mekah & Madinah sekarang. Nak merasai, jadi makmum utk imam2 ni...Bila la dpt pergi? Oh Tuhan, permudahkanlah...



CantikkanIslam, recite Quran pun boleh buat org nangis...bagi yg memahami lagilah mendalam..
yg x paham mcm saya pun, kalo dpt imam mcm ni pun , saya akan turut nangis..



Ni antara my favourite vid, moga dptlah anak-anak yg bijak dan cute mcm ini dimasa hadapan...


COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-

Nur Kasih: Geram!!!

Hello, JAIS...

Ape barang la si Sarah tuh..!!!!
Geram...geram..
Rasa nak masuk je dlm drama tuh,
nak cekik-cekik je si Sarah tuh
Sungguh malang sekali Nur mendapat adik
mcm Sarah tuh,
Ada gak manusia mcm ni?
Amat PELIK sekali..

kalo nak sgt kahwin ngan Aidil pun,
x yah aa buat strategi mcm tuh..
its sungguh keji hokey..

Abah's surgery

source: google image


Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah
Allah is Great
Allah Maha Besar
Allahuakabar

Everything went well
Until this moment,
Abah does not has any complication yet..

Alhamdulillah..
bersyukur sangat2..


Abah visual acuity becoming deteriorate for a couple of months ago
How do you feel seeing your abah try to read newspaper using
KANTA PEMBESAR..
Sedeh..
Amat risau sekali setiap kali abah riding motorcycle to go to surau
especially during Subuh
takut bila pikir ramai patient kat Rehab unit jatuh dlm bathroom
Kat rumah hanya ada mak sahaja..
mak pun pernah LOC
Nasib baik kucing ada, si John Sena,
mengiau sampai ada orang dtg
dialah yg duduk di sisi mak
so we decided as a family for
Abah undergo Cataract surgery
at private hospital
takpelah kuarkan sedikit duit
ape nilainyer duit kalo kesihatan abah terganggu
lagipun
The government hospital can only give the date during November
kalo ape ape terjadi..
ermm..

>^^<

Let it go
Just let it go
Things will get better over time
with more
love and forgiveness

p/s: for you a thousand times over

A knock on the door

Sometimes this heart forget to show gratitude to the Lord
Yang dikejar tidak dapat
Yang dikendong berciciran

Teringat kembali during my psychiatric rotation
a patient came, held my hand and touched my face
she said
"i want to be like you. You look so calm and modest. My life is miserable.
Can you tell me what to do?"
erkk...how im gonna explain in english
and what im gonna said?


But what i knew, at that moment, i feel so empty inside.

Apa yg pasti, apabila dahi sujud di debuan tanah
menghadap mu Tuhan
terasa malu hati ini ingin mohon keampunan
apelah sgt kerja ku dlm melaksanakan dakwahmu
Alangkah indahnya jiwa org yg beriman & bertakwa
apabila hatinya hanya boleh dibeli oleh Allah
apabila rukuk dan sujudnya hanya kerana Allah
apabila dia berjalan sambil menyebut nama Tuhannya
kembaranya mencari ilmu untuk agamanya
hidupnya dan matinya TOTAL kerana Allah


Fitrah manusia
mahu kembali kepada Penciptanya


Allahuakbar
Kau masih sayang akan hambamu ini
Tuhan

Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah.

Allahumma balighna Ramadhan

~~semoga dihadapan lebih baik~~

-with more love & forgiveness-



::..anak singa ini rindu akan pelukan Raja Rimba..::

Denial

Don't leave me
it 's necessary to forget
everything you need to forget
which is already over
forget the times
of the misunderstanding
the lost time
to know how
forget the hours
which sometimes kill
the reasons why
the heart full of joy

I offer you.
pearles of rain
coming from countries
where it never rains
i will cross the world
until after my death
for to cover your body
with gold and bright light
i will give you a kingdom
where love will be king
where love will be the law
and you will be the king

Senyum Seketika

ALHAMDULILLAH
Thanks to Allah
Most Gracious Most Merciful
and
Thanks to my fantastic Mom & Dad
also
my secretary
My sister


INSYAALLAH
Saya akan pulang berhari raya
di tanah air tercinta
MALAYSIA

MH147 (MEL-KUL): Thu, 17 Sept, Depart 1500, Arrive 2110
(Ponteng Kelas)
MH148 (KUL-MEL): Thu, 24 Sept, Depart 2135, Arrive 0850
(Kejar Kelas)

Terkilan seketika

Being a medical STUDENT
To become a REGISTRAR
how many steps of ladder that i need to climb?
to be GOOD /similar as a registrar
in presenting case to my CONSULTANT...

Hellloooo Mr Consultant,
im just start my peads rotation ward only 1/52
Plz don't expect too much,
Im just plain medical student
NOT a registrar yet

WISH YOU LUCK!!
Be calm when you are in the COURT
Hope you wont be convicted being NEGLIGENCE
See you tomorrow.
Only if i have the gut to present the case


p/s: at least i volunteer to present the case...

1st week in La Trobe Hospital (Traralgon)

Anyway, at this moment, i should be arrived at Browns Road and watching GossipGirl, but since my friend got cold flu we plan to get back to Melbourne tomorrow. Inilah nasib seorang perantau nomad...

Yup, i just managed get through my first week of peadiatric rotation/children health rotation.
Start with ward round early in the evening then go to the clinic with the consultant till 6pm (ni paling awal la balik). Then, balik poya2 baca buku A thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini. Continuation of my reading of The Kite Runner.

SUPERB story line/plot

Tetapi buku ini, masih cantik di atas meja, baru separuh je baca. Mudah je ditinggalkan..Bila la nak habiskan baca...adei2

Anyway, my registrar (she has a lovely PRADA handbag & BIG diamond ring) will give me a patient to be interviewed and examined in the morning then present to her before I present the case to the consultant during the consultant ward round...phewww...menggigil pun ada..2nd day dh kena suruh present...nasib baik consultant ku comel and supportive...ha ha ha

Neonatal examination just a bit different form adult, im afraid to examine the baby...they seems fragile to me, especially when i want to palpate/feel their abdomen. Tetapi, yg nak gelak guling2..bila parents dgn yakin tanya pasal next managemnet to me...adei2...i have zero knowledge of peadiatric...maybe diorg tengok saya bersungguh2 examine the baby using the stetoscope..


During the clinic, there are alot of the kids who have ADHD especially the inattentive type. Alhamdulillah, im glad that their parents are very concern and supportive. They realised that their kid has poor academic perfomance, ussualy due to poor concentration in class. Many teachers didnt realise this because they tought ADHD just for kids who are very up to the rocket hyperactive, ADHD also has inattentive type!!! And mybe they are less concern with this subtype because they didnt give much trouble to them.
Im almost crying when the consultant try to convince this young 7 years old kid to take the Ritalin, maybe he/she feel embarassed that he/she has to take medication which is part of Medicine of the mind. yadda yadda..aribba aribba...anggerik anggerik..we manage to convince him. Syukur sangat2...ADHD is a medical condition, same like asthma...kids with asthma take their puffer, and they take the Ritalin...Nothing different.

(I dont know whats the atmospehere back in Msia, most people will correlate psychiatric = org GILA..whatsoever..)

There are a lot of stuff to write down since the holiday but since i have some internet challenge, so maybe all the entry wont be post up..adding that my resident is just around the corner.

Dan sebenarnya,
dah ada niat nak
DELETE BLOG
ni.

A few days before the school start, i went to Melbourne CBD, accompany Moony and her friends enjoying their holiday. I try to release my tense my rewarding myself an experience GET BACK TO SCHOOL SPREE , the only different was i have to use my own money..adeiiiiiii. I just manage to grab...

My new RURAL SCHOOL casual flat shoes

RURAL SCHOOL BAG - large tote,
senang nak campak masuk segala mak nenek buku, file, stetoscope, yoghurt, lunch, fruits, moisturiser, lip balm, pen, pencils, and etc etc etc



Since i have to take my supplementary exam, i REALLY didn't enjoy my holiday. Maybe it was the first time in my life, i feel i'm such a LOOSER/FAILER...Donno..the feeling is still there although i admit that i got a lot of support from my parents, family tutors, and friends.


Im thinking of to do some impulsive shopping this week. Addition to that, Im already bored with Mafia Wars, already finished all jobs in New York and Cuba. Right now, im just like a pension/retired Mafia, waiting for the money to be deposited into the bank. So, im back to my feminine side...


Addition to that, teringat my trip in TASMANIA, I went to one HANDMADE Leather Shop, Seriously, masuk je kedai dh mmg bau leather, cantik sesangat..they want to give me dicsount..but since, im still on the trip, im afraid i need that money if anything happen
Now, regret
PLUS ,
teringat kembali masa shooping harituh with Monny, they offer me this full leather Pierra Cardin handbag Price $350, but they want to give me $205..huh menarik2...
Now, DOUBLE REGRET

I just browse these collection from NINE WEST My friends kata x famous pun kat Msia,
x pelah, janji saya suka...

Power Play Large Satchel
Design OK, Colour Ok since i dont have this colour, the leather look smooth and comfy je kan?

Double Deluxe Large N/S Tote
I like the colour shinny and the design simple...
smart, sophisticated

Double Deluxe Large Satchel
elegant and chic kan...
suka sebab shinny and bright red.
Yess, saya berani pakai merah, i can wear OrangePinkish Hijab, bright red top suit, pink socks, and red shoes...and bring along my Bright pink folder around the hospital
ha ha ha...


Upscale Large Cross Body
Comel mcm Miu Miu Harlequin Hobo




DAN SEBENARNYA
Saya memerlukan bag sebegini utk ward round...hmmmmm

What do you think my lovely pretty gorgeous people on the earth?
SHOPPING & ENJOY

NEED vs WANT

SAVING MONEY

My mom said save your money and perform your Hajj ASAP....
Oh TUHAN....

Intimidation :Im a full time MUSLIM

I really feel intimidate and a bit depresses.

Becaus Im the last person living the Lister House, I have to make sure that everything is CLEAN.

The other 4th ye medical student who did O&G already went back becauce their OSCE was earlier than mine.

The other two students will stay for next semestar, so NO INSPECTION for them.

I have clean the fridge both in the common room and also in my floor pepagu buta kul 2 am.

And during the inspection, the admin lady told me i need

to clean the WINE BOTTLES, WINES in he BOX and also the left over wine glasses need to be WASH. If not, they will give the cleaning bill to me WTH!!!!

Talk to you later!!!

The Sound of Music: Osteoporosis

[nyanyi ikut melody ni]

Mussaine and nose drops and needle for knitting,

Walkers and handrails and new dental fittings,

Bundle of magazines tied up in string,

These are a few my favourite things.

Sore backs and cataracts and hearing aids and glasses,

Polidents and Fixadent and false teeth in glasses,

Pacemaker, golf carts and porches with swings,

These are a few my favourite things.

Hot teas and crumpets and corn pads for bunions,

No spicy food or food cooked with onions,

Bath robes and heat pads and hot meals they bring,

These are a few my favourite things.

When the pipe leak, when the bone creak,

When the knees go bad,

We simply remember our favourite things,

And then we dont feel so bad.

Back pains, confised brains and no fear of shining,

Thin bone and fractures and hair is thinnin,

And we won't mention our short shrunken frames,

if we can remember our frineds and their names.

When the joins ache, when the hips break,

When the eyes go sad,

We simply remember the great life we have had,

And then we don't feel so bad.

[Veronica-Probus Club]

Miss Georgina the Gossip Girl

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Valentino Patent Histoire Bag

Only If I Could Tell You...

I turn back the hands of time
To see what I have left behind
All the memories within my heart
And deep within my mind
I see all the hardship I have endured
And I rest assured that you will be there beside me
Like you have always have been time and again

MAFIA ft BOTBOT

Hello, my dear darling gorgeous people on the earth!
I'm BOTBOT

Coconut = Totonut



I like people to take my pixie 247

Talk to you later, Im in the middle of exam right now...
Take Care!!!

Master of UnderBOSS

Yup, today I'm officially Master of Underboss.
As a reward, i get a PRIVATE ISLAND..
Thus, the next mission is to be Master of Boss.

Till then, my gorgeous and sweet people on the earth

Warm regards,
Skilled Boss Lazarov Morolto Mogul
Spain-Italy-Bendigo

Creates your future with the kids!!!

MAFIA Journey

This is my 2nd time travelling with this aircraft to go to Swan Hill & Kerang (pronounce as Kereng).

A bit unlucky because the previous pilot who is 3/4 handsome from John Mraz was not on duty..(hampeh tullah).

So, my pretty and gorgeous people, sometimes having a motion sickness is a good thing because you can be a co-pilot. Ha ha ha...Enjoy!!!

(saya berusaha mengSNAP gambo pilot, mula2 berpura-pura dengan mengsnap gambo sendiri beberapa kali dahulu) hikhikhik...

p/s: I will advocate to the Ministry of Health or Bendigo Hospital to buy this new private jet for the convenience of the psychiatrists in here.

Till then,

Viva La Vie MAFIA!!!