Liver Cirrhosis

Perghhhh..

First time in my life

A person didnt appreciate my gift

PERFUME

Original hokey!!!

First time...First time..

memang nak kasi essential hypertension & intracranial haemorhage..

hampir nak dpt haemorhagic stroke

before this peoples would appreciate it

eventhough i didnt know what type of fragrance a person used before

i prefer to buy perfume as the gift

perfume will suit for everyone..i guesss

whether you are XX or XY

but this person...urrggghhhhhh

OMG

dah la x said thanks pun..

bukannya harap sangat

but its COURTESY people..

COURTESY

I put soo much effort to get it

Even you didnt like it

saying thanks + smile pun dah enough..

hang amik perfume tuh buat perhiasan dlm almari pun dh okey

ggrrrrrr

-ENOUGH SAID-

Goodbye Leica

I HAVE to say

GOODBYE

i have to say good bye to all thess people

One day,

one of you will be one of my BFF

One day, one day,

im still dig in for you guys...

dah lama dah im stalking you guys...

ooOOOOOHHHhhhh Tidak!!!

adios amigos

oh tidak..i will miss you

Warragul -Traralgon

Saya tgh berkecil hati/liver cirrhosis dgn seseorang. Maybe dia tidak mengetahuinya. Patutkah saya bagitahu kepada tuan empunya diri itu?
Patut, x, patut, x,Patut, x, patut, x,Patut, x, patut, x,Patut, x, patut, x,


X pelah, saya nak just letak at the back of my mind. When i feel that i emotinally stable, i will try to reminisce.

Nak hiburkan hati.
After surgical tute in Warragul, Tshenolo and I were suppose to get back to Traralgon. But Dr Tam said we can use the car to do our grocery shopping.
Yeahhhh...
we are such a pampered + spoiled student
So, Morewell is our destination.

Since Tshenolo has MEDBall to attend, she need a few stuff to look glamorous.
She need MAC make up, something for the hair, Digi-Cam.
Duh, whats on eath MAC want to invest money to open an outlet in here. If it has, i will consider it as an insane investment from MAC

1. At the Priceline, testing Loreal Infallable Lipstick

Tshenolo : Which colour do you reckon good on me? she applied two colour on her lip sambil membuat aksi
Me : I like this one. Hey, lets try this red one.
Tshenolo : Ermmm..ok [sambil apply]
Me : I like it
Tshenolo: I never like red.
Me : Why?
Tshenolo : Because im not Scarlet Johanson
Me: Duh ..giggle, giggle, giggle

2. Perfume

Me: hey try this, i like this fragrance
Tshenolo : Yeah i like it, You try this.
Me: Oo0o0 this one give you calmness, its a bit like this, yadda yadda yadda......try this...o0o0 have you smeel it before...try this...i have this one...try this...i like this one....
.....
Its end up we try millions of fragrance and apply it on our hand & body until no space nak apply[tipu badaklah kan ]

Tshenolo : I think we should forget about Medicine
Me: Why?
Tshenolo : Because we can become perfume analyzer and we are good at it.
Me :Ha ha ha... Giggle giggle, giggle

3. Heading off to Traralgon
4. At Harvey Norman
Me: We better call them, its almost 5pm
Tshenolo: [Dialled #], you do the talking part, i have to sort out my camera
Me: Nah...you do
Tshenolo : Julie, we are on our way back to uni, maybe around 15 minutes we will arrive.
Me: Ha ha ha ha


Today : Fesyen Consultant + Driver ..duh...
Obviously, we are attracting attention of the public.
African girl + Malaysian Girl.

Do we care? Nah...

BEST -Kathmandu & Nike -

Oooh abg Rafa,
saya akan mencari kamu
sekembali saya ke Malaysia
harap-haraplah berkesempatan ke MPH @ Kino
Nanti bolehlah kita berdating-datingan ye..




Hand in hand
-Kathmandu & Nike -

Takutnye...

Saya sungguh takut...rotation paediatrics x lama lagi..tapi banyaknya lagi saya x habis baca..ni gara2 winter lah..cepat ngantuk...

1. Accident Prevention - Poisoning + non accidental injury
2.Developmental issues
3. Dermatology -Rahes
4.Immigrant health - apekah la punya tajuk ni!!! Sape immigrant kat Msia? angkat tangan skit.
5.Immunology - immunisation
6.Surgery - scrotal lumps, acute scrotum, inguinal hernia...

arrrgghhhhhhhhh
Hari ni berusaha utk habiskan NEONATES..Kemon Aishah..You can do it!!!
- Jaundice
- growth & feeding
- neonatal intervention + screening
- prematurity
- respiratory distress


Esok pepagi kena drive ke Warragul. Tshneolo jgnlah ko bangun lambat esok ye. Ko best la..saya drive ko duk sebelah makan breakfast.
- Tute ngan Cathy
- Index Case - BENCI!!!
- Paeads surgery



o0o0ohb para-para budak kecill..kamu semua mmg chomel..tapi x yahlah sakit..kan senang..x yah kitaorg kena blajor peads...

My Sister's Keeper

OOOhhhhh saya mahu amat menonton filem ini...
Mahu sangat2...





Saya sudah baca novel dia..
sungguh touching
menangis teresak-esak...
saya mahu tengokkkk....

Bazaar ramadhan

oh...saya tidaklah jealous apabila org memperkatakan tentang bazaar ramadhan..
mak hanya ke bazaar ramadhan utk beli roti john mak + air soya saya..itu sahaja..
kalo teringin nak makan kueh, maka akan buat.
Main dish pun ikut turn sape punye teringin..tapi basicly..the whole ramadhan we mainly eat mee/mee hoon...

Bila dh duduk jauh2, saya dh biasa dh makan simple2...

Nasi - duh obviously lah..pastikan beras jasmine/ siam wangi..
Ayam - masak jelah pape...janji utk 3-4 hari nyer makan..janji drumstick...
Kurma - o0o0 dulu2 suka nyorokkan kurma bawah meja sbb x suka nak makan...skrang ni dah besar..kena lah latih diri ikut sunnah..ahh terlebih sudah..
Sayur - senang+ mudah- makan yg x yah masak je - 1/2 red broccolli + 1 carrot + 1/2 avocado

saya rasa cukup kot utk saya membesar sebagai juara...

Harap2...lah..kan..

Fuhhhhhhhh...DONE!!!
Dah beli dah ape yg patut utk mak and abah bila nak balik nanti...
kalo x..asik la berlegar-legar dlm kepala...

X sabor rasanya nak balik...insyaallah a GOOD/BEST friend of mine will pick me up at KLIA...
First time nih mak kasi..
tapi abah mcm ragu2 je...still lagi cakap.."x ep abah boleh datang amik"


haiissshhh mintak2 la everything lancar...AMEEN!!!

Semoga dihadapan akan lebih baik. With more love and forgiveness...

you know you love me,
XOXO

LazarovMorolto

p/s : dah lama x update pasal MAFIA...nanti2 lah..bulam pose ni...

STALKER

Ermmm...until this moment, dah brape byk org yg korang dah pernah STALK?

For me, adalah a few...tipulah kalo cakap x pernah kan...ni stalk yg guna google la...x main aa stalk mcm PI...
hikhikhik...giggle...giggle..giggle...


Anyway, here is the list
1. obviously la my RAFA, duh...
2. Caleb Fisher, ha ha ha my CBT tutor,
Result : hampeh tul, byk sangat org sama name kat google dan FB,
yg akhirnye saya mengaku kalah.
3. GZ : ha ha ha...gambo kecik ya amat dlm google...AIMI..SILA SENYAP YE!!!
4. Ben : blum stalk lagi, baru ada niat. pastu dibatalkan
5. Al - kanderi..


Google dia masa zaman 1st yr meddies, sempena ramadhan ni, boleh la korang nak usha2 dia ni..best suara dia, boleh buat org rindu...tapi google punya google , it turns out dia pun dh kahwin..adei2...2 org anak..comel je..dia bawa anak2 dia jalan..masuk masjid,..pastu dia riba anak girl dia and dia start recite Quran...COMEL sungguh...


Kan best kan, tarawikh berimamkan org yg Allah kurniakan sura yg hebat. Insyaalah rasa terhibur je bila nak solat. For me, Kalo solat sorang2, beribu-ribu lemon si syaiton ngokngek dtg mengacau..No wonder la, Bilal bin Rabah pernah cakap, solat tuh adalah hiburan baginya....
Ahhhh rindunya . Rasa mcm nak pergi je Mekah & Madinah sekarang. Nak merasai, jadi makmum utk imam2 ni...Bila la dpt pergi? Oh Tuhan, permudahkanlah...



CantikkanIslam, recite Quran pun boleh buat org nangis...bagi yg memahami lagilah mendalam..
yg x paham mcm saya pun, kalo dpt imam mcm ni pun , saya akan turut nangis..



Ni antara my favourite vid, moga dptlah anak-anak yg bijak dan cute mcm ini dimasa hadapan...


COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-COMEL-comel-

Nur Kasih: Geram!!!

Hello, JAIS...

Ape barang la si Sarah tuh..!!!!
Geram...geram..
Rasa nak masuk je dlm drama tuh,
nak cekik-cekik je si Sarah tuh
Sungguh malang sekali Nur mendapat adik
mcm Sarah tuh,
Ada gak manusia mcm ni?
Amat PELIK sekali..

kalo nak sgt kahwin ngan Aidil pun,
x yah aa buat strategi mcm tuh..
its sungguh keji hokey..

Abah's surgery

source: google image


Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah
Allah is Great
Allah Maha Besar
Allahuakabar

Everything went well
Until this moment,
Abah does not has any complication yet..

Alhamdulillah..
bersyukur sangat2..


Abah visual acuity becoming deteriorate for a couple of months ago
How do you feel seeing your abah try to read newspaper using
KANTA PEMBESAR..
Sedeh..
Amat risau sekali setiap kali abah riding motorcycle to go to surau
especially during Subuh
takut bila pikir ramai patient kat Rehab unit jatuh dlm bathroom
Kat rumah hanya ada mak sahaja..
mak pun pernah LOC
Nasib baik kucing ada, si John Sena,
mengiau sampai ada orang dtg
dialah yg duduk di sisi mak
so we decided as a family for
Abah undergo Cataract surgery
at private hospital
takpelah kuarkan sedikit duit
ape nilainyer duit kalo kesihatan abah terganggu
lagipun
The government hospital can only give the date during November
kalo ape ape terjadi..
ermm..

>^^<

Let it go
Just let it go
Things will get better over time
with more
love and forgiveness

p/s: for you a thousand times over

A knock on the door

Sometimes this heart forget to show gratitude to the Lord
Yang dikejar tidak dapat
Yang dikendong berciciran

Teringat kembali during my psychiatric rotation
a patient came, held my hand and touched my face
she said
"i want to be like you. You look so calm and modest. My life is miserable.
Can you tell me what to do?"
erkk...how im gonna explain in english
and what im gonna said?


But what i knew, at that moment, i feel so empty inside.

Apa yg pasti, apabila dahi sujud di debuan tanah
menghadap mu Tuhan
terasa malu hati ini ingin mohon keampunan
apelah sgt kerja ku dlm melaksanakan dakwahmu
Alangkah indahnya jiwa org yg beriman & bertakwa
apabila hatinya hanya boleh dibeli oleh Allah
apabila rukuk dan sujudnya hanya kerana Allah
apabila dia berjalan sambil menyebut nama Tuhannya
kembaranya mencari ilmu untuk agamanya
hidupnya dan matinya TOTAL kerana Allah


Fitrah manusia
mahu kembali kepada Penciptanya


Allahuakbar
Kau masih sayang akan hambamu ini
Tuhan

Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah.

Allahumma balighna Ramadhan

~~semoga dihadapan lebih baik~~

-with more love & forgiveness-



::..anak singa ini rindu akan pelukan Raja Rimba..::

Denial

Don't leave me
it 's necessary to forget
everything you need to forget
which is already over
forget the times
of the misunderstanding
the lost time
to know how
forget the hours
which sometimes kill
the reasons why
the heart full of joy

I offer you.
pearles of rain
coming from countries
where it never rains
i will cross the world
until after my death
for to cover your body
with gold and bright light
i will give you a kingdom
where love will be king
where love will be the law
and you will be the king